i am the culprit here

Some of the material you see here will pertain to how i began to live in boxes, expect them, and ultimately find that they were of my own making. There will be bullets, guns, needles and car crashes, petty thievery, violence and hopelessness and restlessness, organs will fail, 911 will be called and other such accidents and calamities and things will absolutely not come together and people will die early deaths. However there is a hero in this story and a coward. I am both.